There is a mix feeling inside that makes me a bit confused… and I don’t know… just wanna sit down and talk to the little girl inside me. Or… maybe just to go there in one of many corners of a home where I learn every single challenge in this cold country, Sweden.

Di… so she is called by me! Someone that I talk to when I am down and needed just to slow down little bit from everything that I do. It has been long time since the last talk that we, Di and I had. Time to catch up, maybe?! Yeah… I guess so!

“Di, I know it is still hard to control my feeling about being unemployed for such a long time now. I don’t want this doubt stop me for being so grateful for what I have, like today! It’s almost… but after awhile, I understand that every person in this world is unique and one will have his/her own path that it won’t be same or completely different with others. I have to think about this thought on the way back from last seminar in business science and you know what Di… it took me longer than usual to convince myself that I’m lucky and getting stronger to reliaze that nothing can stop me for being so grateful for every single thing that I had and have now. I have my plan for my future… as it said, ain’t about how fast I get there, ain’t about what is waiting on the other side, it is the climb which is counts. Well Di… it’s always boost my confidence after telling you about it. Di, nice to talk to you!”

With me, Joe McElderry with his song ‘The Climb’ that I can say describes my feeling today, my fate… but hey!!! I’m up with the challenge now!! Honestly, this song and conversation with Di make me feel better and get ready for the next mountain to climb.

Folks… I’m in 😀

Stockholm, dym 070211