Me at 36!

First day being 36, there are many things in my mind. I have old and new dreams to achieve and will try to be more discipline in every single aspect in life. I was waking up at 00:31 this morning and realize that I passed another year in life. There are many hopes and dreams left from last year but I am not giving up! I still believe that one day I’ll have them in my hands, catch them one by one and embrace them with so much grateful. I learned a lot in this past year how to become a better Deni. I’ve been blessed with so many great things and I am so thankful for the blessing that God has given to me when I was one year younger.

I know that I have been lazy for a couple of times and being ignorance in some parts but I learned my mistake! Last year has been a long journey, started with facing my biggest dream crushed in front of my eyes till I got a job that made me feel I am back on track again. In the beginning of 2013, my health just went down from top till bottom. I ended up a couple of times in the emergency room which was not good experience. One of them was when I found out that I got cracks in some ribs on my left chest! It is because I cough so hard and for almost 2 months. I was in a panic situation when I couldn’t breathe and I was asking myself,

“What is wrong with me? Do I so ignorance and not take a good care of myself? Why? Is it worth it now?”

Then I made my decision, I can’t be so lousy anymore, especially when it comes to health. I have to make a serious commitment to avoid this kind of things happen in the future. Sometimes we just don’t realize how precious good health is until we are lying on bed sick! Together with my P, we made our new era, try to live a better life and watch our activities and what is needed to keep us active. We make a new commitment on my birthday!

This year I felt special on my day! It is the same time with Easter and surrounding by P and my parents in law, I couldn’t ask for more! Feel confident about a year ahead and this will be as a reminder about every step I take and every move I make. Hopefully, this year I will learn more and understand more!

Well… I’ll say to myself…

“Welcome to the number 36!”

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About dema1497

A Balinese who is currently living in Stockholm, Sweden. I love to write almost about everything and it helps me to understand more about myself and life.I love traveling, where I can learn a lot about other cultures, I love reading where I can improve my languages skill and learn about others through their works, and photography is one of my passions where I learn to understand nature deeper. I am a dream catcher... and will always be! Thank you for stopping by and hope you enjoy to read my posts. Take care
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